Book 3: Chapter 6

I can finally experience the great feeling of freedom. I never would have thought I would be released from prison. I get to sit in this cafe all day and sip on the disgusting gin. I started having weird memories of the past. I betrayed Julia and she betrayed me. I guess that is all the Party wanted us to do. We broke a promise between each other and our relationship has ceased to exist. It is unbelievable how I pictured marrying Julia. Now my only love is Big Brother.