Book 2: Chapter 7

That nightmare was horrific! I cannot believe what a savage I was to my mother and sister. I did not realize it back then. My mine focus in the past was for food. I was a greedy kid that did not care about my family. If the Party did not put such a shortage on food I would be happily living with my mother and sister. But now they are probably working in camp or sadly, dead. I hope God forgives me for being such a savage. What would my mom say to me if I ever saw her again? Would she forgive me and accept me as a son? I pray that she forgives me.