Chapter 8

Okay I must calm down. The Thought Police are not after me, at least hope they are not. I thought about suicide but then thought about O'Brien. I am still curious and eager to find the darkness in which we will meet. Is it in room with no telescreen or heaven? If anything I hope I find O'Brien before the Thought Police find me. I should have smashed that dark-haired girls brains into the pavement. She is the reason I am stressing over someone knocking on my door. Why is she following me? Something tells me she is a spy. When I see her again, I am going to kill her.